I WANT TO CHOOSE MY OWN WAY
Dear God, i'm in bad mood in the last two hours.
i'm backhome and mom grumbled at me. She's commented about 1 day ago, when i close our shop faster than normally and the customer calling my mom to told her why our shop was closed when he arrive? let me explain,
first. my mother was promised to me if she would come to our shop at 1 pm, so i can go home. but she couldn't because something happen so she give me an option i can close our shop at 2 pm or if i want i can stay longer until 4 pm and close it. important to know, i really really hate a job like ' keep a shop ' i didn't like it, i want to help my parrents but i don't like this job, if i tell them i don't like to keep our shop, i assure you they'll be assume if i wasn't a good child and ungrateful child, especially my father.
SO I WANT TO TAKE CARE MYSELF, GO TO FAR PLACE, DOING EVERYTHING I WANT, LIFE FREE AND I CHOOSE MY OWN WAY.
For mom : i always love you-
i'm backhome and mom grumbled at me. She's commented about 1 day ago, when i close our shop faster than normally and the customer calling my mom to told her why our shop was closed when he arrive? let me explain,
first. my mother was promised to me if she would come to our shop at 1 pm, so i can go home. but she couldn't because something happen so she give me an option i can close our shop at 2 pm or if i want i can stay longer until 4 pm and close it. important to know, i really really hate a job like ' keep a shop ' i didn't like it, i want to help my parrents but i don't like this job, if i tell them i don't like to keep our shop, i assure you they'll be assume if i wasn't a good child and ungrateful child, especially my father.
SO I WANT TO TAKE CARE MYSELF, GO TO FAR PLACE, DOING EVERYTHING I WANT, LIFE FREE AND I CHOOSE MY OWN WAY.
For mom : i always love you-
you know what? I thought that I was one person in this world who feel like that. "TO TAKE CARE MYSELF, GO TO FAR PLACE, DOING EVERYTHING I WANT, LIFE FREE AND I CHOOSE MY OWN WAY." I though that I'm the one.
ReplyDeleteI want to but I can't. Momma still need my help. Until I finishing my graduate I will choose my own way, I thought was before. But, I can't help myself.
There's mom's stuff that I can't understand anymore.
You are not alone, same here. Same problem with me. :(
Hey Little girl,
ReplyDeleteThat is ok, you are in a growing up phase and every boy or a girl has same problem (almost 70%) and they think their parents can't understand them. but I assure you they knows the best and they know you are there little angel, and making you strong by putting you in a unlike situations.
You love your parents as u said, go to them and talk about it.
All the best honey…
I know everything about that. I wish I could do that too. But unfor.. that is not possible! Have sbar! <3
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I understand how it feels, I think most of children ever in this kind of problem..
ReplyDeleteIt's okay, darling.. Try to talk to your parents..
*hug
oh... thankyou so much for all advice and care. i love you girls! :*
ReplyDeletethank you