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Oh God, i don't want being in this condition.. please make me strong, keep my mindset stay same, please please. i don't want to be weak and easy taken. If i can assume, that is a diamond from many ordinary stone, and i know how stupid i'm if refuse it, i can't tell this to anybody include my best friends because from the past, i've learn only God i can trust and God is the best listener and the best keeper ever.
This is really hard Ya Allah..