Something difficult

"SOMETIMES I DON'T UNDERSTAND MYSELF."

There was a time, when we feel "what must i do?"
Suddenly, we feel confuse with our life and everything arround us change into 'nothing'.
i'm not interesting again with my favorite stuff. my books. my shoes. my clothes. my photos.
I looking to my window, this is 5pm, and i take a long breath. "Hhhh..."
whats wrong with myself.
you know what i am thinking?
"I'm scared to death. really scared."

#strangefeeling