big secret of our earth

Do you still remember what media said about The Mayan prophecy ? Yes. 21 december this years, many people said that's the end of the world. i don't know thats truth or lie, many people has different opinion and perception. But one things, this is very interesting. aquarius constellation, john titor the time traveler, The Mayan prophecy, i-ching, tibetian monkey prophecy, etc... Oh, for a while, i think i lost my passion to spent time with my favorite stuff, forget about all cute shoes and bags in unique shop, the way to collect some money, build my own shop, i forget them. I just thinking about my life, i mean a real life, God, mysterious creature, solar system, earth...

The most interesting rumor which really have my attention is John Titor. According to the news in recent years, John is US military personnel in 2036. He came to 1975 to take IBM 5100 (PC with unix language), he said in 2036 all unix system will have time error and IBM 5100 can solve many unix language. Many people doubt about him, and of course pro-cons. i don't know he is really time traveler or just smart man behind this rumor, but what he told is happen, like 9/11 attack, tsunami in 2004, etc. He remind us to do healthy life, because in 2036 water and food very difficult to get and every people always careful with the food. And about 2012, he said there will be a big disaster in earth, but its not the end of days/doomsday.

Apart from all stories above, i just realized if God always have big plan with our world, whether God angry with us who always think about ourself and don't care with nature and poor people? :'( Please help me became better girl Ya Allah..